I’m trying to find hope somewhere. I feel like I’m looking for it in all the wrong places. I’m trying to find that hope that lives deep inside of me. That part of me that I buried deep inside of me and act like it doesn’t exist. But it has to.
I feel like I’m dragging my feet and like I’m being weighed down by the pressure from everyone and all the world. I feel like people want more from me then what I can give them. I think people think that I can become so much better overnight. But that does not happen like that. I just wanna sleep now.