I don’t know how to put what I feel into words. It’s so confusing. And I want to talk to my two friends but they hate me.
I miss them so much. I just want to go jump off a building or something. I’m so down and lost right now. I feel this emptiness and it is shallowing my soul and all the good thoughts. Eating the happiness. Eating all my love . Just eating all of it.
I just want to scream and hit someone. But I also just wanna sleep and not wake up.