So I haven’t been able to be on here for awhile. That is because I lost a close friend of mine to suicide. It has been very hard processing this.
It hurts that he would leave us like that. And after everything we promised each other. And just everything he has helped me thru.
I feel just lost and angry. I also feel so confused. I kinda feel like this is my fault, like I missed something.
I mostly started this blog for him. He is the one who encouraged me to share my life with others. And to show them, they are not the only one out there who feels this things.
This has been extremely hard on me and all my friends. And also on his family. We will all miss him very much. And I hope he knows how much he love him.