I guess this is all I have now. I have no one else or no way to get a hold of anyone else. Maybe this a good thing, now they don’t have to watch this mess.
Watch how much I’ll destroy our relationships. I don’t regret this decision, the voices are quiet now. I can think without them screaming. It feels so good. I know its not ok to deal with things like this. But this the only way i can.
I just hit a bad spot but that doesn’t make me a bad person.