To much

No one knows the pain of self sabotage.  I do it to myself. All the time. 

I just feel happy then I ruin it. There is no longer a grey area. Its just all black and white. It doesn’t matter what I do. 
I ruin everything. I lose people like normal people lose socks. I damage all relationships. I don’t deserve them. 

I don’t deserve to have a boyfriend and/or friends. I wreck my own happiness. I wreck people. 

I am to much for anyone. Sorry guys. 

So sorry. 

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