I am sorry I haven’t been on lately. I have been just been really super busy. I realized how much I miss everyone. Just been going thru up and downs and going thru a few corkscrews. I guess my life is a roller coaster. I am in treatment now. Well I really had no choice.
And I have to go to therapy every week and stuff. But I guess its going ok. I am really trying this time but I guess I say that a lot. Maybe I should stop saying that. It is probably my way of lying to myself. To make it seem like maybe I can do this.