I don’t feel human anymore. I don’t feel alive anymore. I am dead. I feel dead. I can’t eat. Can’t sleep. Can’t function at all. I just want to die.
Just close my eyes and not wake up anymore. There is no point to being alive when all the life in you feels like it has been sucked out of. I don’t know who I am anymore. I just an empty shell. I got my soul sucked out of me. That what this feeling is.
I am just empty. An empty vessel that has a beating heart and and functional brain. That is all I ever will be.
I can’t do this anymore. I tried. I know it doesn’t look like that but I have.
I have tried so hard. And I have tried to keep going. I am so really to stop being strong. I can’t be strong anymore. This weight is to much.
I said my sorrys to the people I needed too. And most of them are dead so I guess it didn’t matter.