I feel

I feel so isolated from other people around me. Whenever I get close to someone and I open up to them. They just leave. I don’t why I am such a toxic person. I can’t seem to keep friends or keep anything. 

I don’t know what to do. I am  tried of being alone. I am tried of feeling like I don’t like belong. I feel like I don’t know anymore, I feel numb and meh. I feel alone and isolated. 

I am just miss having something to hide behind. To bury my feelings. To make me feel normal. 

I hate being sober. I hate being drunk and in drugs too.  It’s a no win situation. 

I can’t even sleep anymore. 

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