What is one more time of saying goodbye? What is one more time of realizing not more how hard you try you still couldn’t save them? That you can never save them?
I shouldn’t even feel this hurt. I shouldn’t be this confused about my feelings. I don’t even feel alive right now. I just feel numb.
I did cry for a while. Then the dull numbness set in. And I can’t shake it.
I tried to but I can’t. It stuck to me like a leech.