Sorry. I haven’t been writing a lot for awhile. I have had some changes in my life. Some good. Some bad. But I guess that is how life goes.
But I am trying to be ok with the negative stuff. And not let control me as much. If tho it is hard to do because of my anxiety and depression. But I am trying.
Even tho I feel like I’m not trying hard enough. But every one says I am. I just don’t feel it.
I still can’t see what other people see in me. Why people see so much good in me. I don’t see it at all.