The hard choices

An kind of friend called me today and I just ignored the call. It was the only choice I really had. I mean I feel bad about it. I just can’t talk to her anymore like I used to. 

I feel like we are just are two different paths in our lives. And there is a wide mile between us. And I don’t really want to reconnect with her. I forgive her for the choice she did for her relationship. And I don’t know if we can ever be friends like we were. 

I just want to get back like that to just be hurt and let down again. And feel left behind. And disappointed. 

I need a night to think about what I want to do.