With my depression getting so bad, I decided to take a trip. I got a ticket and went to Colorado. I just need the fresh air and to see some nature. Clear my head. Get away from my relationships and give myself some space to think.
I hate leaving them like that but it was for the best in the long run. I needed this escape before I started ECT. I need to regroup myself.
So I hope this helps. I might have to find a way to calm the chaos. And learn to breathe and find my center.
But I’m happy the people at home are not mad at me and still want to support me.